3 weeks of my semester break were passed! That means I have to return to my hell and boring life soon.Now I am freaking DISLIKE such that exhausted and horrible life! I fear for this place! Really! =.=''
Tomorrow I have to enroll and start the new sem. Ikhsss! I hate enrollment right now! Anyway, I have to confront of it. So, GOD BLESS ME pleaseeee...>.<"
Sunday today and now I stay in such jungle for the enrollment tomorrow. After complete what I should do today, is nothing to do right now and I start blogging since my blog always neglect by me. Is quite cozy to stay in a clean and tidy room after I done all the cleaning to my room. I just realize that quite a huge work just to clean my small room with full of dust. Tiring to settle all of those but after done such a satisfaction of the huge work to stay in a small comfortable room. Ha!
If you always stalk my blog, no doubt that you will discover that my posts always be despair. Of course, this post does not exclude. I know maybe will be something wrong tomorrow. And I fear of it. What all only caused by myself. How should I confront if something wrong?! Emo! =.="
I knew that I always failed to reach your expectations. And maybe I am useless in your mind. And maybe, I am admit. I always make disappointment. I knew that, although you did not say in front of me. You don't know how I am sadness when heard this. Start from now, I will try my best. I wish my barriers can be overcome. Otherwise, I will be Dead!
In a grey sky, does the rainbow still emerge there?
在一片灰色的天空，依然会有彩虹的出现吗？
