Finally my final for my third semester was ended on 10 May. But it doesn't end in my mind. Why so? I have to face my super duper most terrible results in next semester. What should i say? Blame how useless am I? Really exhausted at all but the outcome not as you wish, but worst. I cannot say how hardworking am I, but at least I am diligent than before.
I believe so the other people try as much as possible to enjoy their holiday now. I really try my best for relaxing but it still such a big stone pressure and so called burden in my heart that make me could not be release. It 's poor thing. I should admit I get lost myself. Maybe i should find back myself. =( Who can teach me the ways? Or as a matter of fact non people could intervene. Or just do not interfere is better.
Hmm just ignore what i am saying if you do not understand. Treat it as i am talking as nonsense myself. =)
The world is realistic, we cannot always get what we like and wish to get. But it doesn't mean we can blame, or we should not blame, because sometimes we could not change the situation. But at least you should know what you should like to do, and you suppose try your full best to achieve it. In this way, you will not have regrets.
On the other way, if you already put your efforts but as the result you fail to achieve or dissatisfaction on the outcome, you may feel disappoint, despair, lost hope or maybe you start to suspect your own ability.
Anyway, i still believe that I can endure everything. Try to strengthen yourself !! I won't be easily falling down. I will be strong. Trust on me !! :-)
must be tough anyway ... =)
------------------you divided by me =) ----------------------------
Recently i was found that a song lyrics quite meaningful although it was already quite long time ago. It 's named 你不是真正的快乐 by 五月天。。。This is quite long time ago right since i am not so much notice of it last time...=)
How upset the song lyrics but the last few sentences it still remain the happy ending for encouraging people start their new life with hapinesses... =)
人 群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了
你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著
